I miss my honey bun... he has gone for reservist.

Knowing that his health is not very good, I'm worried. Hope he knows how to take good care of himself.
I will make sure I make the herbal tea for him more next week when he is back, to cover those he has missed this week...

Anyway recently, I'm very unhappy. I feel quite reluctant to go work, the "push" factor seems to be missing. I feel that I should spend more time on my interest that is my 3D modeling than to do something I don't quite have passion in. I still like programming, but I hate it when I can't focus on just one project. Maybe this is what happens in working society. Each and everyone has to multi-task. Hai. I don't seem to be able to focus.

Due to the unhappiness and the restriction, which I gave myself to spend less and save more, the monster bomb inside me seems to have exploded! I want to shop! I want to own a lot of things!

Argh! What am I supposed to do?! I think I should pamper myself at least once a month to prevent impulse splurge!

On a lighter note, I'm getting my iMac, 21.5inch! It will arrive on 21st this month! Woohoo~

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