I went to JB this morning with Sensei and family for foot massage. I have missed quite a few sessions before this, thus it was a rather painful one today. I also don't know why I want to join them this time after not joining for a short period of time. Maybe I just want to get away... :(

Today Xiao Shifu said something, which I think is very true. He said to marry a rich guy then don't need to work when we were chatting how tough it can be @ work. I don't agree with this statement though. However this following statement was quite true. He added "However marrying a rich guy is not easy. Since he has the money, he can flirt around easily. Thus the security will not be there. Marrying someone who is in the middle class, as in not so rich, not so poor, has enough to feed the family, is good." Yes, one don't need to marry a rich person, has a lot of money, in order to be happy. The most important thing is to be with someone you truly love and love you. Unconditional love.

Same goes for you, my dear dear, I don't need you to be rich, to provide me with condo, car and a lot of money. As long as we love each other and that we are not lazy, we can work together for our future. A simple & happy life of our own will be good... I know you may think that I'm just saying this to coax you or something, but I can truly tell you that I'm not. You are the one for me. I just hope that I'm not too late and that we will be able to get back together...... Time will tell.

Ai Ping was sharing some of her photos from Japan. Japan... my first thought was him. We said that we will be going to Japan together... Are we still going together, my dear? I'm working now, I will be able to save for the trip. We will be able to go soon, but... :(

P.S. I love you... Life is meaningless without you. Yes, I should move on, but I want to move on with you.

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