Is God fair to everyone? A friend once told me that God is fair, God gives one some and makes one lose some. So is it because currently I have a good boyfriend and smooth-sailing education, God decides to take away my family bonding?

But why is it that I see some people are just fortunate all his/her life? They have a good family bonding, a good boyfriend, a group of close friends, a smooth-sailing education, a great job and be financial-burden free.

Hai… I didn’t have a good sleep last night. I fell asleep in tears and fear. It’s as though I’m living in a weirdest and most unfamilar place. I hug my pillow tightly, hoping to compress the fear deep inside me. :(