Doubt should not leave unclear.
Problem should not leave unsolved.

I'm glad that I have sorted things out and I feel happier now.
Remember when you have anything that is boiling inside, say it out. Share it with someone.
And you will be happier. :)

Anyway working life, esp office work, is not fun. It can be quite boring. Slowly, it becomes part of the routine. If you ask me what will I choose - study or work, I also don't know how to answer. Both have their good and bad. For schooling, I love learning new things each day. But I dread exams! For work, I love meeting new people, esp those friendly people I met when I work in sales line. But I don't really like office job. Don't misunderstand. I do meet nice people in office job too.

Before this attachment, I always think that working in office is great. Now I realised that I'm absolutely wrong! Life can be quite dull working in office. :(

Contradictorily, I need to make myself love this working environment, as I will be sticking to this environment for the next 5 months.