I'm all alone
I'm all alone. Though I may seem to have friends around me, but sad to say, at this point of time, I really suspect if I really have friends... Do they really treat me as a friend? Or do they just think that I'm just a thick-skinned girl sticking to them? My feeling isn't good. I got a feeling that they just can't be bothered with me. Am I just thinking too much?
Somehow or rather, I suspect that I'm in the breaking down condition. For the past few weeks, I've been skipping lectures, going to labs to rush all my projects, making myself so tired. And guess what happened now? I just realised that I've missed the date of registration for my special semester 2! I JUST REALISED! I realised that everyone around me knows about it except me! "Great" right? No one seems to bother to kindly inform me. To console myself, I tell myself that they are too busy to inform me. What can I do now? I've just called the in-charge to know that there is no way they are giving us a chance to register. I can only wait till next semester. But I want to clear some of my AUs during the inter-semester! Why? Because I know myself that I can't squeeze a lot of modules in one semester, that is to say that I can't cope with too many modules in one semester and wish to take one module during the inter-semester so that I can concentrate fully on it! But I miss the date of registration! I can only blame myself for not being alerted and more independent... I learnt my lesson...

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