A Terrible & Confusing Nightmare
went back to bed, after studying just now, @ 0935am... I have a nightmare. I was supposed to wake up @ 1030am as I have already set my alarm. But I couldn't wake up and was only waken up by the scary dream. It goes like this:......
I was chatting on the handphone with someone, no idea who, on a bench in the opened when I saw this group of people wearing black and white walking along the pavement past me. This group of people is super duper big! The line of people goes on and on, like never-ending. In the dream, I covered my face using my right hand (left hand was still holding onto my handphone), not wanting to let this group of people see me. For what god-knows-reason, I saw a primary school friend, named Xueling, in that line of people. She was wearing a wedding gown and beside her is her bf. It seemed like it is a wedding celebration of theirs. This is what I saw on my right side. On my left side, still sitting on the bench, I also saw a group of people, same group of people I presumed, as they were wearing the same "uniform" in black and white. However, this group of people on my left was holding onto certificates!!! They looked like people from MLM company that I have gone to or something. So familar yet I have no idea who are they. Then I decided to stand up and walked away, to my left, quickly! I wanted to run but in order not to attract their attention. I told myself not to run but walk as fast as I can with my strength! I kept turning around to see if they were chasing after me. @ that very moment, I was very scared! Very nervous. Afraid that they will see me. As I walked, I looked @ the surrounding, I got a familar feeling again. The place looks like a place that I have been to, like a place quite similar to my grandmas' place! I continued to walk very fast. As I walked, I tried to call dear with my handphone. But no matter how many times I tried to dial the correct number, it just don't come out on the screen. I rmb that I dial the correct number but on the screen, it just shows a wrong one. As I dialled again and again, I started to forget the number. WTH right?! Over a small bridge, I saw this 3 persons (2 little boys and 1 mother I guess). The 2 boys were looking and pointing @ me, wondering what the hell am I doing and panting for. Over the bridge, I sat down on a bench found just under the bridge, I put down my backpack. Next to the bridge, there is a block of flat. I saw 2 familar people. If I rmb clearly, one is my jie and the other one is colleague. Why were they together? How do they know each other? Nevermind. I ran towards them without taking my backpack with me. I hugged my colleague and cried out terribly. She asked what happened and I don't seem to know how to answer. @ the very next moment, I found myself sitting on the wheelchair! My colleague was putting me back to the bench where I left my backpack. I saw those people from that group of black and white and I screamed for my bag. Something like "pass me my bag! Quick!" I took out my lappy bag with quite a lot of white pieces of paper inside (my lappy wasn't inside) and threw it up to the sky. My colleague somehow knows that I'm running away from them and so found a lorry and wanted to push me up the lorry. The lorry seemed so high that my wheelchair didn't seem to be able to go up. I was still crying terribly...... and the very next moment, I woke up from the nightmare to find out that it is already 11.37am. My eyes were a bit watery when I just woke up and the nightmare is clearly inside my mind. I could still feel the fear inside me and so I decided to blog it down. Hope that this dream will not take place again.
Is the dream trying to send a message to me? What is the message? I don't get it. Can someone please help me? If you happened to know the message, do let me know. Thanks!