my heart aches... it is really painful. :'(. I know that he is angry with me, with what I have said. But that's really my phobia -- a phobia that I can't get myself through even after so many years. I can meet up with a lot of people, but when it comes to bf's parents, I will be scared. I just can't help it. I'm really sorry my dear...... I just wanted to let you know but never know that things will turn out this way. maybe we should not or I should not have started this topic. Really very sorry......