171006...0820am... after hearing that I've booked a lab terminal for 3 timing slots, not knowing the whole story, he asked this "don't you think it is selfish of you?" This statement pierced deep into my heart. *Pain* Initially I was quite angry or should I say that I'm upset. Upset that you think so badly of me. I almost can feel my tears on the verge of flowing out, but it didn't as I was able to control it. On the other hand, I don't wish to make myself look ugly in the library early in the morning. Hai. He apologised but still what is done cannot be undone... I know that he didn't really mean it after he knows the truth but still it hurts. I will need today to heal my pain I guess... :'(