My realisation: I learn that I should read and understand my notes before rushing into doing the tutorials, lab works etc. I guess that I'm too anxious and my way of thinking is wrong. I always thought that being able to finish the tutorials is being able to catch up. But little do I know that it is wasting more of my time. I really need to plan my timetable well!!! Anyway the work load is getting greater each day and sad to say, I'm not coping well. Many a time, I wanted to give up and needed someone to "brainwash" me. I know that I can be quite a nuisance by complaining about my problems and being upset. My apologise. I really can't help it. Sometimes I just need to say it out to make myself see the whole situation clearer. And of course, through what my friends had to say, I learn and all these act like a reminder to me.
I was reading CLEO mag this morning and the star picks caught my attention. This says this: for Capricorn: doubts will overtake your decision-making powers and you'll wonder if you're on the wrong track. Dig into your subconscious and ask yourself what you really want. For my case, I think that it is really true. It reminded me of what I really want - a graduation from uni - a honors. So in conclusion, I should not give up easily. The more I think of my desire, the more I should study hard! I must jiayou though I still have the uneasiness and worries inside me. :)