I know that I shouldn't think so much and should concentrate on my studies, yet sometimes I just failed to do. His actions have made me confused, unsure. Hai. Anyway I think due to the increase of my stress level, I'm easily distracted. I will feel unwell @ times here and there. Why must I be like this? I also tend to feel hungry easily, but when the food is right in front of me, I will lose the appetite. Contradiction huh? So sickening! I hate this kind of feeling. I'm afraid that I will gain weight because of this, which I don't want it to happen! Sianz.