recently I wasn't happy @ work. I guess that the reasons are the environment/location and the people. My colleagues can treat me well, but sometimes we just don't have the same topics to talk about. Age gap. Working there is making me feel bored. I can say that this is the first time I hate working. In addition, I'm not earning enough to spend. Hai. I have to save here and there. Everytime due to this, I don't dare to spend on things that I really like, and that makes me unhappy/sad in the end. Why can't I be like some other girls who can shop whatever they wish? I'm also a girl. Why is life so unfair? I'm trying to be satisfied with my life but sometimes due to financial problem, I can't. I WANT TO BE HAPPIER!