Right after my last paper on friday, i got a training for my bash that night. Though it ended quite late, I had quite a bit of fun and got to know a lot of new friends (the other contestants). Got pretty one, slim one, hyperactive one etc. It's nice meeting them. Then the very next day, which is a saturday, we got our very own cac face preview bash at liquidroom. My buddies, friends and sisters went to give me their supports! I was very nervous that very day. I couldn't find a top to match that white mini skirt that was sponsored to us. I must say that the skirt is damn short!!! The night before, I chatted with ade online almost the whole night just to think how to match my skirt. The very day morning, jie messaged me to ask if I'm done with my stuffs. She wanted to come over to my house to help me out, but before she can come over, hel came over and wanted to accompany me to orchard to shop for the top. Her friend offered to drive us them. Thanks a lot to him, else, i will be very troubled and will be late too! I must thanks all my 3 sisters for being so helpful and treating me so gd. I'm being pampered so much by them! I love them loadz! Anyway liquidroom is quite small. I was quite surprised that 300++ people can squeeze in! Lol. I was very tensed up. I couldn't smile well. I had to catwalk and pose on that small stage (little platform). My buddies told me that I should be more confidence of myself and be relaxed. They told me that I looked a bit fierce. My friend said that I have a sweet sweet looks and voice but I didn't use it. Hai. One more thing is that I don't like my makeup on that night. One of the contestants and my incharge helped me with my makeup and my hair. They said that it is ok and I looked great. But I don't really think that way. I think that I don't suit that kind of wild makeup looks. I got one friend said that it looked a bit funny on me. So sad. After the bash, I was quite sad disheartened, but I didn't really admit it when hel asked. I know that if i admit, people will start lecturing me. I'm already in a foul mood so don't wish to be lectured. Starting my uni friends left, then my buddies... so left hel, her bf, an, hui and i. We wanted to go momo, but can't due to some reason. In the end, we went to mos (ministry of sound). The place is HUGE! Double storey. Got quite a few VIP rooms. Got a room to let people watch soccers. Got 3 different areas of different type of music: tran, retro and r&b (my fav). Due to my mood, I was down on one hand, wild on the other. I even wanted to dance with hui. But he don't seem to dare to dance with me. Don't know is it because he don't want to "play" with me. We danced until 3.30 when mos is about to close at 4. Everyone is hungry but I'm not though I didn't eat much that day...one stick of old chang kee crabs nugget for lunch, and a few spoonful of chicken rice for dinner. I was quite unreasonable that night too. Hai. I'm so sorry about it and I apologise for being wilful. Anyway I promise to put up a better show next time. I must gain my confidence and be more relaxed!