First and foremost, i want to wish everyone a Happy Belated Valentine's Day! Hope that everyone has enjoyed themselves last night. As for me, i enjoyed myself. I met him at ard 8+ after sch. He came to fetch me and we went to pasir ris park's fisherman village for our dinner. I got to know that quite a few people we know will be there too! Lol... meaning we can have a combined date? Anyway he bought me a bouquet of flowers, a combination of 5 white roses, 1 blue rose, 3 forget-me-not, 3 yellow flower(don't know what flower is that, will go find out) accompanied by man tian xing... There are 6 roses, so do they have a hidden meaning? I guess i should not think so much. The bouquet of flowers is nice. I like it. Thanks An! anyway i was quite shy but didn't really show it on my face, cos this is my first time receiving bouquet of flowers. Hee... Once we reached there, we went to meet his parents who were in a long queue to a western restaurant. They didn't stay long cos auntie was hungry and they left the place for another place. We then went to the swing and sat there for quite a while before we decided to call sis and asked where she is. Sis was nearby and she came to look for us in her heels. Lol... I was bad to ask her to come look for us, cos she had a difficult time walking on the sand. Sis and i went to one side to talk. She asked me how's our progress, what is my feeling towards him, why didn't i consider etc... My reply was we are still fine, i have good impression of him, the feeling i have for him is good and pleasant. As for the qns "why didn't i consider?", first and foremost, he didn't ask, he didn't say anything. Sis said that it is very obvious that he likes me. But i'm someone who is sensitive towards others but not towards mine. So if no one says anything, i won't realise anything and won't know anything. I don't deny that he treats me really well, always very concerned and very caring. After having a chat with me, sis went to talk to him too. But i have no idea what did sis ask him this time. I tried asking him, but he said nothing much. Ohh ok then i shall not ask so much. Actually he made a reservation at a western restaurant for 10.30 or so, but couldn't find the place, so in the end, we joined sis and tam at TropiCafe and we drank a bit. Soon andri and joel came, he was able to get a table of 4 in the same restaurant, so we joined andri they all. I didn't mind, but no idea if they mind. The place is cooling. The sea breeze was quite big, i was feeling cold. He held me on the shoulder. He was warm and i felt so much better. I enjoyed his presence. We ordered our food: 2 steaks and 2 fish and chips and a barrel of beer. *Wah* i already drank 2 mugs, still have to drink ah? Ok nvm. It is not like we are meeting each other all the time. We were all chatting and crapping. Then all of a sudden, i can feel the quietness. He looked quite sianz, don't know is it that i said too much or i said wrong thing. I tried to ask him, but he said nothing and he wasn't sianz. Did i make him worry? I guess no... As he became quiet, i became quiet too. I don't know what to do. Is it just me? I felt that the temperature changed, it became colder and colder and i began to shiver a bit. Maybe i drank a bit too much and too fast. My head started to hurt. I kept going to the washroom and finally i was able to force myself to vomit some out and i became more awake. We ordered 3 more jugs!!! He drank quite a lot yesterday. I tried to stop him but he won't listen and said that drinking it slowly is fine. Ya true, why must he listen to me? I'm no one to him and have no rights to interfere too much. I could only sit down there and let him drink and smoke. He really don't sound good. Hai don't know what's wrong. Anyway we left the place at around 4+. As there was no cab, we walked out the place to the main road. Andri and joel left first and we got ourselves a cab not long later. He refused to let me go home alone and insisted that his prinples are more important than himself. He walked me up to my doorstep. I gave him a hug and thanks him for everything. He finally smiled again.

*wondering* When will we be able to meet again? Days later? Weeks later? Months later? I will miss him