this story happened yesterday, it is abt a girl, named Madeline... she had a performance at bugis junction. after which, she rushed home to bathe and meet jA. they then went to bugis to shop again. on their way there, it was raining. the floor was slippery, and she almost fell. luckily he grab hold of her. he told her that he is very worried abt her, afraid that she will fall. they wanted to shop for clothes but because there wasn't enough time left to shop for clothes as she needed to shop for a present for her "uncle joe". they ended up shopping for nth for themselves and just had their dinner together at swendens. she was very busy making phonecalls to her kor to ask what present to buy so somehow or rather she neglected jA. she felt guilty and apologised to jA, and jA didn't mind. he said that it's ok and he didn't blame her. then yongquan (her sec friend) came to bugis to meet them. yQ and her were busy choosing the present again and neglected jA again. so yesterday the both of them didn't really have time together other than chatting on bus, when shopping and on the train on his way home and on her way to pasir ris.
anyway yQ and her bought a adidas red England jacket costs $100++ that is shared among 11 people. cont... yQ asked her if jA is her bf and the answer is no, just friend. he said that it is quite obvious that he is wooing her, but she couldn't feel anything. she just knows from jA that sis seemed to be his type of girl. sis and her were 2 quite different girls, so if sis is his type of girl then she shouldn't be his type of girl. but anyway, soon yQ and her reached the chalet. hL and kor couldn't recognise her initially. don't know is it due to the lack of light or because she has changed a lot. no idea. there were not really a lot of friends there when they reached. the others only reached an hr or so later. soon her ex.sq reached. she saw him and only said hi. they didn't really talk but she could feel something inside her. maybe it was just a surge of feeling. it's been quite long since they last met. the whole of friends were eating while chatting. they played cards and stuffs. after cutting of cake, as expected, they smashed the bdae boy with cake... she could feel that there was an invisible gap between ex.sq and her, an unwanted gap. soon everyone left the chalet at ard 1++, she took cab with ex.sq and other 2 friends. we all alighted at a place near our hse and she walked home alone. on her way back, she thought a lot again. she told herself that the world is realistic, when guy don't like the girl, the girl will have to walk home even when it was late at night. she wondered "if not for the past, things will have happened the way they wanted..." hai she is quite upset and she is lost again.
but i think it was just a surge of feeling and since a surge of feeling wouldn't last long and that ex.sq is attached, she should just take things easy and not think so much. like what her ex.sq said "feeling can't be control and she is not a flirtatous girl." she should just let nature takes its course. thinking too much will make her even more troubled. cheer up girl!