my first paper is on next monday, 14nov, yet i have not finished much. i'm really afraid that i can't finish. initially i have a plan for my revision, but due to my pace of understanding and stuffs, i have ruined my plan. i tried telling myself that i will be able to do it, don't worry and kept reminding myself that slow and steady win the race, and that being stressed and worried are a waste of time. however, i still end up feeling stressed and upset. i can feel the frustration inside me, it is boiling, boiling at a very high temperature that makes me feel so warm inside and thus uneasy. i really don't know what to do. i don't understand why others can relax themselves and i can't. what is inside my mind?! *madeline, madeline! please wake up! stop being stressed! it is just a waste of time! concentrate!*