i'm feeling so bloated now... why do i have to make myself feel so terrible cos of the things that are happening? why? there isn't a need... went to meet sis at bishan to talk and update each other on the stuffs that have happened and are happening. i didn't plan to drink as i plan to go home early and study. but in the end, i drank a bit - 2 mugs only i guess. however, this time, i can feel that i'm a bit dizzy, it just doesn't sound like me. i'm considered a "ok" drinker. at least i won't get drunk easily with just 2 mugs, furthermore it is just carlsberg. maybe i'm just too upset and everything turned out differently. i confided everything to her and almost cried. hai... no idea why everything ended up like this. i guess i should change and adapt myself to the environment. i shouldn't have expected what i have done to be returned. different ppl have different point of views and different ways of doing things. i can't possibly force them to do the way i want... so ya... maybe this can make me happier...hrmmm... i hope so ba...