just now had a small argument with my mum which makes me feel rather sad. i don't understand why she doesn't believe me when i'm not lying?! i hate people who lied to me and so i seldom tell lie unless it is a white lie. i'm her daughter! why can't she just give me her trust and her faith in me?! hai just hope that this misunderstanding will soon be resolved. i hope that she will trust me.
there is another person, whom i don't wish to mention name, betrayed my trust one way or another. i know that she shows care and concern towards me, but i don't understand why she is asking me not to do sth which she is doing herself? she also makes me feel as if i'm a "sparetyre". she will look for me when she feels lonely and when she needs accompany. she doesn't even give me a msg or a call when she has her bf, buddy or friends. she gives me the feeling that she is just "using" me and i don't like this type of feeling. now i believe that distance does drift us apart even though we have strong bonding.

wish for the day: tomorrow will be a happy day again.