"he" treats me very good... keep telling me that i'm not alone... sings songs "you are not alone" and "the two of us" to me... pats my head... instead of calling xueting, he will call out my name and he said that it means that i'm always on his mind... cares and concerns abt me. i'm really touched by him and i'm scared that i will fall for him very soon. i can't fall for him as he already has someone in mind. his light has turned orange. hai...... then another "he" has fallen for another "her", i'm afraid that i will soon be alone again. you can call me a timid or whatsoever, and i admit that i'm really scared. i'm fear of loneliness. *madel, be strong! don't think too much and be happy! cheer up!*