stupid me
recently i'm having a great mood swing but who knows? i've decided to ask for transfer and if it is unsuccessful, i will quit. i wanted to share this news to my beloved one. however no one is there for me. i tried calling and msging and it was to no avail. since no one is interested in finding out what's happening with me, then i should jolly well keep it to myself. i've been struggling...to get out of the memories of him. hai... i think i'm damn stupid to put myself into such dilemma. or should i say that i've created this dilemma? it has been so long yet i still can't forget him. i still think of him, dream of him... madel madel, can you please wake up and stop being in your dream? he won't never be back by your side! who is going to replace him in my heart? when will it be?
wo hui xue ze fang qi ni shi ying wei wo tai ai ni...