recently i got to know this girl by the name joaquin better. she's a pretty & cute girl, but it is a pity that she is a... but anyway, we have been going for break together & as we eat, we chatted a lot. i'll tell her about my stuff such as a my ex, my feeling of being left out by my sis & friends etc while she tell me her stuff. we shared our happiness & sorrow. i really enjoyed her accompany. i can say that she is a great friend. i feel comfortable being with her. there is no topic barrier between us. in some way or another, our characters do have some similarities. or maybe someday she may be my next sis?! *heez* i must really say that w/o her, my life can be dull & terrible because on one hand i'm working almost everyday & have no time for other things & on the other, no one is there for me. ade has gone to melbourne. hel is busy doing her stuff or spending her time with her dear which i don't know what is it as i've problem contacting her. suling(sec sis) & i have not being contacting for quite long. another sis is busy with her work... hai. but luckily i still have friends whom i know in my working place to accompany me & be there to listen to me. i just hope that this feeling of being left out won't stay long.