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Saturday, June 18, 2005

everyone is moving but why i'm not? i'm standing on this particular spot for a very long time. it seems to be sinking, causing me to go deeper and deeper. its name is "loneliness". when will i be able to start moving again and get myself out of this spot? i admit that i'm an attention seeker. i can be independent in some ways, but not in the other. i need love, care, support and attention from others to make me a complete person. without them, i'm like a living-dead person, fixed to the spot, trapped in the word "loneliness".

it is a reality world.
people can come to you when they have no money.
people can come to you when they need ur accompany, ur help.
people can come to you when they are single.
vice verse.
people can leave you when you have no money.
people can leave you when you have no status.
people can leave you when they found someone new.
people can leave you when they don't find you useful.
people can leave you when they don't need you anymore.
for the reasons that i've mentioned, i'm being left alone...