-yesterday- met up with sis(ade) to do some shopping n catching up. we met at heartland, after which we headed towards orchard area. maybe cos her hair has grown longer, i think she looked more n more pretty than ever. she is also classy. her sense of dressing is still as gd as ever. even a plain spagetti top in black n a grey with orange lining short skirt can look gd on her. seeing her, i asked myself this: "when would i be able to b like her, so pretty n classy?" -today- my stress level has been rising n i'm trying very hard to keep it in control. my heart hurts so much that it almost stop to plump. it really makes me feel very terrible. i've been working very hard these few weeks, trying very hard to catch up with all my work, be it maths, phy or gp. but will all these effort be paid off one day? i'm very doubtful abt it, as my last yr effort was not paid off, landing me in such a difficult situation. i'm struggling n will continue to move on.....to where? to where i wish i dream to be...
