took off day today n went for NUS openhse with the accompany of sis(ade)... i was feeling rather ok b4 i reached there, but the feeling wasn't the same while i was there. i was feeling very stressed n worried. there r so many "competitors", everyone seemed to b very clever, at least to me. yupz i know i can't do anything nw to change my grades or sth, but i really can't help feeling stressed n worried! *haiz* but anw on the other hand, i'm glad tt i went for the openhse, cos i managed to find out more abt other courses. so nw these r some of the courses i have in mind: faculty of sci - math n stat, sch of computing - computer engineering, sch of computing - communication n multimedia, sch of business - accounting... *haiz* y can't i do better? but nw there's no return. feeling regret can't help in anyway, it only worsens my mood... i must b strong, must have confidence in myself. hopefully god will grant my wish, which is to get into the uni n the course i've selected... *praying hard* anw i took my new hp N7610 just nw, which i have paid for ytd... i shd b very happy abt, but i'm not... there's a knot inside me... i'm trying very hard to untie it...
