i'm feeling much more better... trying not to think so much, even though i've nightmares this few nights... somehow i've managed to clear my unhappy n negative thoughts, which made me a happier person? guess so ba... i think i shall give myself a chance n so i've decided to give engineering a try since it's a "math & physics" course... hopefully i can get into computer engineering this time... i'll b gg to nus openhse this sat with sis(ade) n xt... may it b a fruitful trip... i must b n will b strong n happy always (as promised... i'll not forget my promise wor~) *wink*
