i went out with the CIP team ytd... met at suntec n went to olio for our dinner. the atmosphere is gd, very classy but their main course meal there r considered normal, nth really special. however i quite like the cheese cake... it was supposed to b a wonderful n enjoyable gathering but i was not happy. how am i going to b happy when i was the lousiest n i have to return back to sch to repeat?! *sorry guys~ if i have somehow affected ur mood ytd... i don't mean it...* anw tml is the 1st day of sch reopen... which means it's the beginning of a new episode of my life. *haiz* "what hurts nw won't always hurt. this is only one small point in the the wolrd of ur opportunity-filled life. things will get better." i knew this philosophy. but still i'm feeling so terrible tt i wish to die. it is easy said than done. people just won't understand my feeling. it may not b the end of the world but it's like the end of my life. *ya* it's true tt life is not just abt going to a Uni or having a degree, but all these r my dreams... my hope n dream have been crushed into many pieces... quote of the day: tolerance is the oil which takes friction out of one's life.