everyone has been busy giving me consulation, esp mum, ms kwok n ade... i know u all r worried abt me, but i just can't help being upset, being subborn or so...... i'm trying hard not to give up each day, but the thought of repeating is killing me, discouraging me. i don't know how am i gg to return back to sch to face the crowd... it's really tough... everyone has their own life journey, but y izzit tt mine is full of obstacles? can someone pls lend me a helping hand n pull me over the obstacle? *haiz* i really need time to think...to sort out the things...to sort out my mood...to refresh myself... how long? no idea...