today's the 2nd last day. each time i looked at him, being enclosed in, my heart hurts even more. his body, his soul, his everything will soon b parted from us 4ever. i have been holding back my tears, not wanting to make him worry or upset. he has always been smiling even though he is no longer alive. guess...he is feeling happy for every1, feeling fortunate tt he has seen through 4 generation n tt he has such a big family of ard 50. he no longer has to bear the pain tt is killing him from the back. *ah gong, may u rest in peace......* i miss him, his smile, his voice, his love, care n concern. i love u~
