met up with sis n roger after work n headed "forum" for job hunt. went in to zara, a high-class place n toys"r"us to try out our luck, so i guess we have to pray tt they will call us. let's talk abt zara, it's a very classy place! the clothes there r so nice! when one wears it, it brings out the elegance of oneself. other than tt, even the uniform of the staffs there r nice. it's black top with a black jacket n a black pant...staffs in black! *heez* then went on to toys"r"us at "forum". it's such a big place. the whole of top level is theirs. *haha* somehow i miss the time when i was still a little girl, searching for toys in toys"r"us. kids nowadays r getting more n more fortunate! *oh ya* to add on, till nw then i know tt there r so many branded clothes for kids, such as levi's kids, guess kids, D&G etc... *wah* these r for those kids who r borned with a golden spoon in their mouths... anw roger left us shortly after the job hunt, n so sis n i went to yishun sakura to have our dinner. heard frm sis tt "s" is working today! *heez* the moment we reached there, my eyes were searching for him. *shy shy* waved n said hi to him n he did the same thing back... so swt of him right?! (",) then sat down to order our food. actually i didn't want to eat cos 1stly i'm on diet, 2ndly i'm sick n have not much appetite... but nvm, in the end, i still ordered seafood crispy egg noodle while sis ordered chicken fried rice n bandung. sth tt amazed me was tt andri is able to name out all the food when we just gave him the numbering! *wow~applause for him* while waiting for the food n while eating, my eyes kept looking ard for him. he's so cute, so handsome...*heez* anw after our meal, we went out to wait for them as we were going to the usual chit-chatting place. andri came out to meet us 1st n so we went to buy drinks b4 heading to the usual place n heard frm andri tt "s" likes to drink green tea, a drink which i don't like but nvm... *oh ya!* as i wondered y andri kept talking abt "s" in front of me, i asked him n he said tt "s" got the intuition tt i've interest in him... *wow amazing!* how does he have this intuition when we seldom c each other? *pondering (^,~)* anw after waiting for a while, the rest finally reached n as usual we sat down to chat abt everything n anything, drink n listening to music. my eyes kept looking at him again, but in order not to b so obvious, i tried to look ard n don't look at him for too much or too long. as i don't wish to stay out too late, i have told sis tt i will b leaving at 11.30 to take the last bus. being worried abt me, sis wanted to ask dw to send me hm!!! *argh! i don't want!* don't know for what reason, i realised tt i'm really really damn afraid of him as i cld feel tt fear is ivading me the moment sis said tt... the fear can almost force tears out of my eyes. i'm just simply afraid of him even though he did nth wrong. the clock soon striked 11.30 which is time for me to go hm n i left the grp...
the difference...between the fear...
maybe cos of the incident i have when i was in sec sch with my ex, i really very afraid of dw. he seemed to look a bit like my ex, a bit bigger size, short, tt don't know what hair style... from what i know, i know tt he won't eat me up, but he just simply gave me tt impression tt he will one day, which i don't wish to happen!!! *argh~!* my heart will get weaker when i think abt it...so let's not talk abt him liao...
...n the sweetness
of course the swtness is brought to me by "s"... by thinking of him, a smile will just reveal on my face. by looking at him, i think i'll b so happy tt my heart melts. he's so cute when he smiles, so handsome n cool when he doesn't speak... *heez* aiya i don't know what to say n how to say liao, words can't simply describe the feeling n a lot of things... *bleh*
