maybe due to my emptiness n loneliness, i may feel jealous abt her at times, jealous y she gt so many ppl to dote on her n i don't have. life is simply unfair! i really love to b pampered. *haiz* i think i shd just accept tt different ppl have different life. anw met sis n jian an after my work, after which went to boat quake to scroll abt. not long later, jian an 's manager joined us n we went to tanjong pager to look for a pub so tt we can drink, sing n chat. so after a long search, we finally decided to go to this pub "jupiter". *shaking my head* i did sth which i have nv done b4, which is to buy cigarettes. not for me of course cos i can't even smoke... bought it on my friend's behalf...... *hrm...yupz* but nvm, every1 has their 1st attempt in doing sth, right? anw soon shawn joined us. he was wearing a silver spect which makes me look quite cool n smart, at least to me. *heez* the very moment he joined us, his looks seemed to mesmerize me as i kept looking at him, it seemed as though i can't take my eyes off him. back to what we did in the pub... we sang, chatted n every1 drank except me (initially) as i was still sick. but since every1 is having fun, in the end, i did drank a bit. as the pub closes at 1, soon we left n due to some prob, we went out separate ways hm...... *hrm... still thinking of him, picturing him in my mind... heez* nitez!
