-=life's so unpredictable=-
after the trip to the hospital to visit my aunt, i got full of mixed emotions n also understand a lot of things in life. 1stly, i'm upset to c my aunt suffering on the sickbed. seeing her n other patients in the hospital, memories of my last grandpa flooded my mind. time really flies, unknowingly, grandpa had alr died for 6yrs n 2days. i still rmb those tt had happened at tt time clearly, so clearly tt it seems as though it had just happened ytd. *haiz* anw talking abt my aunt, i really pity her. i can't do anything for her but all i can do is just paying her a visit at the hospital. her illness had reached the terminal stage, causing her to look very skinny. it really changed her a lot n i almost can't recognise her when the sickbed was pushed past me. when i reached, i cld feel the sadness tt has filled the air. my relatives' eyes were red n swollen. nw i cld know the seriousness of her illness. i turned speechless when i c her lying on the sickbed with half her body paralyse. life is really unpredictable. a few mths ago, on my grandma's birthday, she was still looking gd, able to walk, smile n chat happily with other relatives but nw everything r different. she need aids. she can't even sit up on the sickbed properly, can't speak loudly... my heart soften n ached, tears filled my eyes n rolled down my cheeks. somehow when i c her, my dislike towards her attitudes n her 2 elderly daughters seemed to fade away. hearing abt her things, i learned sth. i learned tt money is not everything. nw she got almost everything, such as money, a wonderful family, a gd husband (my uncle), 2 U-grad daughters, an adorable granddaughter etc, which most ppl wished for, but she doesn't have the life n time to enjoy them. in the past, she has been very spendthrift. she skipped her brk time during work just because she wants to earn more for the family n also to save up the money. she even missed quite a lot of doc. appts even after she discovered her illness, thinking tt money can b saved up instead of spending it on each doc. appt which costs quite a lot. nw she realised her mistake n regretted, but time can't turn back for her to amend her mistake. nw all she wished is to c her 2nd daughter, who is nw working overseas in japan. she misses her a lot. her 2nd daughter wants to come hm but nw there is some delay due to the contact tt she has signed. *haiz* hopefully her company will b kind enough to let her come back hm to c her mum. so guys out there who had read this, pls take gd care of urself. treasure ur loves one b4 it is too late. make sure u think b4 u do anything, cos time won't turn back for u......
