i think no one need to even ans me b4 i know the ans 4 this qns: "frens come, frens go. does this apply to sisters? my ans is yes...... on 10th jan, when i was wrking, i decided to call sis(ade) to chat with her. guess what?! she can't even recognise my voice but nvm, maybe i sound weird tt day. then she told me tt she's having dinner with her aunt n will gt back to me. so i waited n waited n after so many days, i decided to msg her this morning to ask how is she as we haven been contacting each other n once again i waited, there is simply no reply. ever since she has him, the gap between us widen. i don't really mind cos i know tt they need to spend a lot of time together b4 he enters ns. but he has alr entered ns for one wk or so, so y is it tt we r still not contacting each other like we used to do? maybe it's my fault...cos i just have the "habit" tt is i don't like to b a light bulb, so i will try to get my way out when my frens (even special frens) r in r/s... i don't like the feeling of being abandoned, being leftout. anw i really miss her, miss those memorable days, miss those day when she was there for me. i wonder how she is doing... -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- ade, if u happen to read my blog, hope tt u will get to me asap. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- mood of the day: down... unwell... leftout...
