due to limited fund, i can't go rebonding n highlighting my hair at the salon which i used to go, my mood swings from the most excited state to the most moody state. in the addition, heard from sis tt she has accidentally gave him my webby! i felt even more lousy. *haiz* anw after working for 1 n a half mths, i finally understand y ppl always say tt they prefer sch life than working life. i realised tt ever since i started working, i "lost" my frenz. "lost" as in we don't contact or go out tt frequent or worse comes to worst, we don't, nv! this also applies to my outside frenz. *haiz* there r so many things happening in my family, the accompany they gave r therefore even lesser, so i need more accompany frm my sis, bros n frenz. but it seems like i've none. all my 5 sisters alr have their hubby/bf, so no longer have time to spare me. bros even my close kor r bz with their poly work so of course no time. frenz?! don't even need me to mention right?! i'm a lonely gal, a lost gal who has mixed up the direction n has no one to direct her. i'm hating myself, the living n working environment, the entire world. i wish to disappear 4ever n ever!
