x'mas n my birthday r just a few days away, so i think i shd b happi bt well i'm not. all i cld feel is the strong loneliness found deep inside me. don't know y is iy so strong, but i just know tt one of the factors is the stress tt i'm facing in my family. i've been saying this n i'm going to say it again "I REALLY NEED A BREAK!!!" but when can i have my break?!