when i was alone on the bus... *ya* after much pondering, i think hel is right. i'm simply feeling jealous n tt'y i dislike seeing couples. their sweetness just brings back all my memories of him. i really miss those times when i was being pampered. i need some1 to b there for me most but not all of the time, be there to pamper me n care abt me. one of the factor shd b due to the stress i'm facing at home, another shd b tt there's simply no one in this world who cares abt me n dotes on me! maybe i shd say tt i'm suffering frm "love n care withdrawal"? at times, when i'm lonely, i'll feel like crying, worse comes to worst, i even feel like hurting myself, committing suicide. *haiz* don't know what i'm thinking
