In This Reality World disappointment, hurt, upset, etc... these r the words to describe my present feeling. y izzit tt no one is willing to help me? y ppl want to tuan me? y ppl want to distant themselves from me? reject me? izzit really so difficult to spare me some time? ppl just give me the feeling, the impression tt they think tt i can't make it in this world, they think tt i'm useless! who will want to waste their time on an useless bum?! u?! i have heard a lot of excuses such as "no time to spare", "too bz with the work" stuffs like tt... no time to spare?! do u all mean tt u have so much things to do all day long n all night long -> 24hrs, 365 days?! too bz with the work?! do u all mean tt u have to work for O.T., u have to work 24hrs non-stop?! even machines need to rest, so do u? living in this reality world n in this bz world, i c trueself of others appearing, i c how true n reality ppl can b, i c how ppl can use many different excuses just to reject u, i c the cruelity n unfairness in this world... *wow~ izzit this amazing? i have learnt so much! i have come across so many kinds of ppl!!!* under the pressure given by the company, i think i will become stress out one day, but who will care? me? u? the ans is "NO ONE"!!!
doubt of the day: what kind of person r u? real friend? reality friend? what kind of friends r u?
