i'm really v.upset, v.lost. i don't know what ppl want from me. every1 ard me is giving me pressure! mayb they don't mean it, bt i just feel it. if everything cont., i'll definitely break down one day. does any1 wish to c me breakdown? if yes, the u can cont doing this, u can cont to pressurise me! i dare to say tt i'm not some1 who iz lazy, even if i've to take up 2 to 3 jobs to earn more, i'm willing to work hard for it n satisfy what u all want me to do! (of course not bad thing la!) so ppl~ can u all just give me a break? i know what i want in life, so just let me organise my own life. be it success or failure, i won't do silly or undecent thing tt let any1 down. no matter what, i'm responsible for it. i want to live for myself n not for others!
