i went to V.E company for the 1st time, n just joined them in the morning grouping. during this grping, there was a slideshow showing how well have the 4 different grps performed. i was glad to c tt my grp, red bison, was the current leader. then a bgm was invited on stage to give a speech. he talked abt a lot of things n even told us stories on "the sperm n the egg" n "the mother n the child" n eventually related it to us. he said tt we shd b like a pregnant mother, who perseveres throughout the 9 months n nv give up. he also said this "sure n strong persevere, pure determination.. winner nv quit, quitter nv win." i personally understand what he has brought across n think tt he is right... so w/o giving up, i continued with my appt making after the grping. when making appt... *haiz* i was feeling v.upset abt not being able to make an appt with my san gu. i thought tt she's my only hope. bt nv did i know tt it will turn out to b an empty hope. as a saying goes. the greater hope one have, the greater the disappointment. nw i'm facing it n it's really painful, so painful tt my tears r on the verge of flowing. can any1 take this feeling away frm me? save me, my dear frenz...
