i was feeling very texed ytd nite while hel was feeling upset, so we went to chocolate bar again, but unlike the other time, i was just sitting down n stoning, didn't really dance... i was feeling stressed abt my job... i want to earn more n tt'y i'm trying to take up 2 jobs... *haiz~* i know tt taking up 2 jobs is not an easy task, but no choice... i just have to work hard n climb up the "ladder" to achieve my own target...
talked to kor abt it n he told me a lot of things which i think tt he's right... he said tt i'm not suitable to work in sales line, cos i'm someone who don't speak well, someone who have no confidence in herself. so how am i gg to promote my product when i don't have the confidence?! i know it is impt to have confidence n i've tried to build it up, but i just failed... everytime i gain a few % of confidence, the nxt moment some unpleasant things will happen n destroy this few % of confidence... so how am i gg to do? kor also said tt i shd choose a job tt i'm comfortable with, tt i will b happy working there... he said tt i shdn't take up 2 jobs n asked me "do u think u can work 16hrs n just rest for 6hrs each day?" *pondering pondering* he cont. "what for take up 2 jobs n make urself tired n sick n end up in the hospital? in addition, u too need to take ur expenses, such transport fee n meal, into consideration!"
*yupz* what kor had said r right... he has his own point of view. *thankz korkor! thankz for being there when i needed some1 most!* however, i still think tt since i lose nth by trying, then y not give it a try?! y give up when u may succeed
quote of the day: We should not let the fear of failure hit us down.
