today was my math 9233 p2... overall it was quite ok, so just hope tt there is no careless mistake... after the paper, instead of being happy tt the paper was over, i was rather upset n cried when i was having dinner with ade n cp at yoshi... haiz at 1st was quite fine, but it wasn't after i told ade the problems tt i'm faced nw... tears just flowed down my cheeks... it was like unlimited supply of water droplets flowing out of the tap... then maybe cos of depression, i fell sick -> terrible headache n a slight fever... haiz... i'm facing too much problems, such as family matter, financial burden n problems faced during my revision for A's... i think this is the toughest period tt i ever had... nw i just hope tt i can concentrate on my A level n get a well-paid job after my A's...
anyway as i pondered, i asked... in life, ppl always say $ can't buy many things eg love fron our love on e n friends n family reunite... but nw i don't have (almost) both which r the $ n the family reunite... so what shd i do? die? or shd i just pray for one of them? if i were to pray, what shd i pray? pray for family reunite? but w/o $, unhappiness set in n will end up resulting in family destruction! so what is actually impt in our life? if u were me, what will u choose to pray for n y?
