feeling so sianz n tired... don't know y i agree to come n meet them, which makes me even bored... i can feel his strong love for her n somehw i envy her... maybe cos it has been quite sometimes since the last r/s where he is still there for me whenever i need him... but nw there is no one who cares for me as much as he does... actually i still think of him at times n really miz him a lot... i miz the way he loves me, the way he cares for me, the way he dotes on me n all tt we have been thru... i always wonder who will b the next person to replace him in my heart... haiz~ sad case~ what shd i do? can any1 tell me? it hurts to end a r/s then y do ppl want to start it in the 1st place? y do ppl want to start it n end it?
