...sometimes i really feel like giving up this family... my hope in it has beem broken n scattered like a piece of glass tt is being thrown from great height... everyday there tends to b some arguments or quarrels tt lead to unhappiness... i wonder when will all these ever come to an end... they really make me pissed off... mum said tt i'm putting all the blame on her n i ans no cos i don't know who to blame! shd i blame both of then for their stubbornness or shd i blame myself cos i'm being brought into this world, this family! i really don't know how to ans n i think i need a rest...
