temperamental... the word to describe me... these few days, i experienced mood swing... i can b very happy when i'm outside with friends n i can b sad when i'm at home... maybe cos of all the stress i have given myself... knowing tt exams r just 1 day frm nw, i'm still wondering in my own world... i'll feel tired whenever i want to start studying for my exams... maybe it is my probia or maybe it is cos i am just feeling too tired of present life...
however, after much consoling n advice given by ms kwok, ade, mk n mz, i feel much more better liao... ms kwok kept remaining me of my own eqn "cheerful + strong = new cheerful madel"... ade kept asking me not to think too much... mk told a lot of thing n he sounds like he's "preaching"! hahaz... however i must say tt those things n eg tt he had mentioned to me r true... the one mentioned by him tt i agreed most is this "Life consists not in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well." n mz also told me quite a lot of things like this is my last lap in jc n asked me nt give up... he said tt i must have the motivation to go on... seeing so many ppl worrying abt me, i tot of the letter he had wrote to me b4... there r really a lot of ppl ard me worrying abt me when i am down, supporting me thru'out n being there when i need them... thankz a lot n HUGS~!!! so no matter what, i must nt give up, i must nt let them worry~ no matter hw tired i can b, i must go on, i must work harder~!
