*pondering again n again*... n i still don't know what is her intention behind all her action... frm what i c, she is quite a complicated person, or shd i say a person with hidden personality. she's not who she seemed to b on the outside. what is her motive? what does she want frm us? is she trying to destroy me or destroy her? at times she seemed like she is trying to distant frm me, but at times she seemed like she wants to b close to me...... am i just thinking too much? did i misunderstand her? but what is the reason for her sudden change? or is she just putting on an act in the past & nw back to her ownself? *still pondering* haiz~ human beings can b so scary! they may not b what they seemed to b... ren xin nan ce~