ytd was deuel's birthday... the day b4 tt day, i planned to wish him happy birthday thru msg early in the morning but maybe cos of insomnia -> slept late n thus i only woke up at 3.30pm, which is like more than 12hrs, if i am not wrong... then 1st thing i do was to on my hp n msg him happy birthday... then after brushing my teeth, then went online... not long later, weiwen called me to ask me where am i... n my ans was of course at home la... then he asked y am i still at home... *huh?! y can't i be at home?* then he asked if i am going to deuel's house, then i said no cos he didn't invite me so what for i go... then tingjia persuaded me n he called deuel to ask n they so-called "invited" me to his house... soon reached there... actually i was feeling quite paiseh, cos in my mind i was thinking "maybe he didn't want to invite me over to his house, but in the end, maybe cos tingjia said sth to him, which i have no idea what is tt sth..." as usual, we will have bbq at house's garden... then bought a cake for him, n sang birthday song for him... n then it was playing time, of course they will nv let the birthday boy off so easily... 1st was playing of cream then was the beating session... sis n i were quite sianz so we went to watch tv, while they continued to play... i think they must have lot of fun... as i think back, i still rmb deuel as the little boyboy of our class~! he used to be short short n cute cute, those who r easily being bullied... nv 4get the rumour between us tt was being spreaded, n don't know y in the end tt rumour became true when we were in the end of sec 2... everything were so funny n unforgetable... actually i still have swt memories...

thought of the day: i must never be control by my fear, i can't be defeated so easily... i will work hard to strive for excellence~!!!