haiz every pt of this time of the yr, i shd be v.happy...v.relaxing... but this yr, i am not... i cld feel the stress approaching me... if not cos of exams, i wld be finding a job or even working now... not being able to work at present, i have to stay at home... it is making my life miserable!
haiz i am lost again... i don't know whether there is still feeling for "him" anot... i have not been msging him ever since tt chalet incident, then all of a sudden, he msgs me gd nite this 2 days... *what does he wants?* he is making me blur now! lost too! haiz or maybe i am thinking too much, cos i know he has some1 in his heart liao... so there will surely no place in his heart for me!!! *wake up! madel!* LUV HURTS!