every1 has ups n downs, but mine is different... cos i only have DOWNS!!! early in the morning, i am crying liao, crying my heart out... i don't know what i want, just know tt i am feeling extremely terrible... i feel tt life is so meaningless n i don't want my life anymore... any1 who want to take any revenge on me, can take it NOW! u can take my life away n can also take my unhappiness away... n i will be thankful for tt...