*~BUsY bUsY~*
haiz...don't really got the time to do my hw, thus won't even really have time to write my blog this few days... can say tt i am quite busy... volunteer to help out in the sports day hits as an official... have to help out for five or more, maybe until this wed, then i can be more free n relaxed... feeling a bit tensed up this few days too! don't know the real reason, but it is cos there r too many tests coming up, last wk just had math n gp, then this wk got phy n math tests... *oh my god~ when will all this come to an end? I NEED MY BREAK~!!!*
now let's talk abt what happened ytd... ytd ask kor out to study at mac again... then didn't know tt kor also asked "him" to go, until i saw him in mac... then both of us waited for 1hr for kor n tingjia to come...while waiting for them, we talked abt quite a lot of thing n was v.happy, cos alone with "him" mah...heard from "him" tt he will be participating in the 4x400m, n tt he went to chinablack a few days ago... if i'm not wrong, i heard tt at 1st he wanted to ask me along but don't know y didn't...maybe cos it was his friend's birthday... finally they reached mac... *wa lao~ i supposed to meet kor at 1.30pm then he only reached at 3.30pm!!* then asked him for his reason, n he gave me a "u shd know" look... *huh?! u r late n what is it going to do with me?* then we continued doing our hw... the guys started to chat, n it was then i know tt when he was in chinablack, he got to know a girl who is 19... at the mac, can see tt he was quite busy msging tt girl... haiz at 1st my feeling was v.gd then it changed, feeling a bit sad but what can i do... then jason (kor's friend) joined us... all of a sudden they talked the period of time for not being attached... "his" is 1yr plus, then jason's one also quite near but shorter than "his"... this jason was so-called "competing" with "him" to see who is unattached for a longer time... then jason suddenly said this "madeline, quick! go steady with him then he will lose." my reaction was "huh?! what is it going to do with me?" then he said this "stead for a while also can one." then at this very moment, i gave a shocking glance at kor... then he laughed...of course took a glance at "him", then he looked a bit paiseh... *nvm~ ignoring what jason had said, we continued to do our work." went to hawker to eat then back to mac again... was feeling v.sianz n stressed so wanted to go to arcade to play "spot the difference"... like this game v.much... asked them whether want to go anot... then "he" n tingjia said go lor... then i tot "he" was just joking so didn't put his words to heart... but until "he" went home, then i know from kor tt actually "he" likes to play this game too~ n actually "he" means what he said just now... *haiz so sad, missed the chance of playing the game with "him"* then at 9 plus, we decided to go home...
at the bus stop, i flapped for the bus but it didn't stop n just drove past me... *wa lao, am i really so short tt the driver can't see me?" then waited for the bus again, so paiseh 3 guys acc-ing me... then reached home, msg kor to ask what is his reason for being late... it was then i know tt he purposely comes late so as to give me a chance to be alone with "him"... *wah~ kor, so gd~!!! thanks kor...*
anw ytd was a day of mixed feeling, 1stly happy then sad, but not really sad until i am going to cry...