kor came to my house this afternoon for his project......kor said tt i have changed, changed in my character, or maybe i shd say in my attitude.. n it is from gd to bad. know him since sec 1 n this is the 1st time he said this. upon hearing this, i feel so sad. ppl always change for the better, but i didn't...he said tt i have becime a more extrovert gal, no longer as cute as i used to be in the past. no longer the little gal whom he knows. maybe tt'y ppl always said tt as time flies, u will grow. but i don't want! don't want as in i don't want to be a diff person from the past. i prefer my usual self, i like n love who i am in the past, not the present madeline. it is an irony~! i always wanted to be treated as a young adult, some1 who can have freedom when i was young.. but now i rather be treated as a little gal, being pampered n protected by many, n be free from worries. i don't enjoy this period of my life. he really tells me a lot, in one way or another, his words enlightened me.. he mentioned tt stress is sth we give ourselves, we create it, we have the choice not to do it... n i can say tt he really understand. he asked me not to compare, ppl r borned differently, both physically n mentally. juz do ur best in everything u do n u will not regret. he also said tt not having enough slp can also be one of the factors of being stress. his words will always be in my heart, n from today onwards, i must be myself, be the cheerful n funloving gal, some1 loved by many~!!! *heez*