>~CrYiNg MaDeL~<
in such a late night, i shd be slping, but i am not, cos i am unable to fall aslp...sadness overwhelmed me...tears are rolling my cheeks...after today's talk by the principal n the teacher, i ask myself "will i be able to make it to the U?" even tt person whose english is so gd, can fail his GP... so what will happen to a person like me, who doesn't have a gd english foundation? will i be able to make it to the U? i am really very scared...n nowadays almost every single teacher...mr anuar, mr kwang n mr yeo... is giving us pressure...a lot!!! too much tt i don't know whether i can take it anot... i am trying my best, but i still can't do it... y? y...?
mr ong quoted these 2 phrases..."real optimistic gives hope, unreal optimistic kills hope"...so which one do i have?... "if you do not fire with enthusiasm, you will be fired by enthusiasm...
mrs kok also quoted this "man makes decision, and man assumes responsibility for those decision"...
(don't know whether it is correct...this is what i rmb)
tears finally stop after talking to mz n yx...thanks lotzzz...my eyes r now painful...haiz...

quote of the day: a thousand taels of gold can't buy you a second chance.